By Michelle Walling, CHLC
When it comes to trying to figure out who we are and why we are here, a past life regression hypnotherapy session can be beneficial. Of course in my role as a Holistic Life Coach and webmaster, I have already done a lot of self study to have these questions answered. However, I have been fascinated by Alba Weinman‘s work and had the idea to schedule a session of my own with her. The results were fascinating and I decided to share the whole session publicly as well as comment on a few things.
Alba Weinman is a hypnotherapist for those on the path of Spiritual Awakening. Alba had a three month wait time, but I later found out that was not as long as most people wait. Alba has noticed that everyone gets their session at just the right time. For me, a whirlwind of change occurred between the time I booked my session and the actual date I drove to Miami to have my session in Alba’s office.
Upon arriving, Alba made me feel comfortable and we talked for a little over an hour about my current issues, as well as the “characters” in my life in case there was a correlation that came up during my session. Since I do have somewhat of a public life, I was feeling torn between whether this session I had booked was going to reveal things for humanity or if this session was going to help me move to the next level in my personal life. I was having a hard time deciding what the session could publicly be used for and I voiced my concern to Alba. She told me that it was for me and if there was anything too personal, she would edit that part out of the video if I decided to share my session. I felt that I could trust Alba and after that concern was addressed, we began the session.
When doing a hypnotherapy session, it is important to let go of expectations and control as to how your session will unfold or how you think it should look like and how you should feel. I have had two “QHHT” sessions before, and in both sessions I knew how they were going to go because I had taken the class on QHHT from Delores Cannon’s online course. I think there is a bit of a misunderstanding about what it means to be in a hypnotic state and I want to share my findings after having three sessions that were completely different. The first QHHT sessions were very informative and even though I did not feel like I was under hyponosis, I really was. Alba’s session clearly showed me that I WAS under hypnosis which allows the higher self to talk with the lower self still present. I think it is the lower self, or ego, that dies not want to lose control and be bypassed.
One of my questions was why I had recurring dreams of returning to school like on a college campus after being gone for what seemed like a half of a semester and not being able to remember where my classes were. Many times I looked for my schedule to get my classroom numbers and buildings and I did not have a schedule, so I had to go to the Administration building to get a copy. The campus was vast and different each time, and I had to criss-cross this campus, wondering why everything had to be so far away. I was concerned because I had many missing assignments with no grades and I was trying to figure out how to talk the teacher into giving me “A”‘s so that I could graduate in just a few more semesters. (What I didn’t mention is that I also had the knowing that I had already graduated and that I was confused as to why I was back in School about to graduate again.) Alba asked my guide to sit down next to me in the classroom to let me know why I had been shown the missing assignment and lost schedule scenario in a dream.
Alba knew that by requesting my guide to sit in the classroom next to me, I could begin to get in touch with the answers and information that I wanted to discuss. My guide, who was a higher aspect of me, began to take the session straight into an information lesson of its own. There was only one past life as a Native American who was “undercover” while working with extraterrestrials. My higher self pretty much talked the rest of the session and brought through the answers to many of my questions as well as brought information forward about the New Earth.
The most prevalent thing I realized after being brought back to a waking state in Alba’s session is that I am mostly always in a “hypnotic trance” connected to my higher self while awake. When I am out of fear and doing things that I love and speaking my truth, I am in a walking theta state. Life for me is a constant connection with my higher self unless I lower my vibrations to something that disconnects me with the higher vibrations. I thought I must have done a horrible job in conveying what I wanted to say because I couldn’t find the words in the session, but Alba told me that it was amazing and that I did a great job. I realized that I did not remember many of the things I said after coming out of the deeper theta state through the “veil of distortion” as I came back to a waking state.
I guess what I confirmed mean to say is that no thoughts we have are actually our own and what we do and say depends on what we are connecting to vibrationally. We can connect to the lower vibrational matrix through our ego or lower self or we can live our days in a waking trance of calmness and love and connect with information and knowing beyond the distortion. If you have done this many times throughout the day, you would not even realize that you are in waking meditation. You may always be seeking that connection that you already have!
The most used description of what our reality was like while in these human bodies was “distortion”. The distortion that humanity as a collective is plugged into is akin to a fun house at a carnival. There are clowns running the show and entertainment telling you what you should do and how you should think. These clowns cannot create a reality of their own because they are not connected to Source in a way that allows creation. The only thing that they know how to do is to plug human bodies into their distorted program which encourages negative emotions, or “energy in motion”. According to my session, this is allowed because we are in a free willed Universe, however it was revealed that we exist in a reality inside of another reality that is dissolving upon itself. It was either moved outside of the true reality so that it would not devastate the whole Universe or it was a copy that was created where souls were coerced into entering it. Or if you think about it, it could be both scenarios at the same time.
Is all of this information this true? I don’t know. It is always hard for me to listen to any of my Cosmic Awakening Shows or other interview recordings because sometimes it just seems so unbelievable or words cannot describe the true totality of what I wanted to say. I need to begin to accept that words are a part of the distortion and I will be really happy when we speak telepathically or even with light language instead of through 3d words.
There were some more things that bothered me about my session. This is just the 3d filter or ego trying to analyze things and worrying about how others will interpret my messages. I said in the session that moving to the New Earth is like dying, although I had already mentioned that we never actually die. I said that we are not taking these bodies with us to the New Earth, rather we are taking the original template of what these bodies are without the distortion. I got a bit concerned that many people would misinterpret that I was trying to spread fear by saying that we are all going to die. It is much more beautiful than that. We are transforming these bodies from what they were with light into a vessel that is not distorted or cut off from Source. After that, we can use the template to create a perfected body by using our individual template. There just wasn’t enough time for Alba to continue to dig deeper into each subject in order to clarify all of the things that I was describing.
As I listened to the recording there were also other things that I felt did not “come out right” because there was so much more to the story. It has become a but difficult to talk about subjects sometimes for me with a short, simple answer because there are so many layers or levels from which to observe what is happening to Earth and our universe. For example, I mentioned in the video that because of what is happening on Earth with the creation of constant negative emotions that Source has been affected. On the highest level, since we are all one and we are all aspects of Source, this is true. Someone made a comment on Alba’s video that said, “I find it a little hard to believe that the immense gestalt that is Source would be able to ‘feel’ or be affected by the disharmony on this one tiny planet within this huge galaxy inside our vast universe”. In the 3d body we do feel like we are only a tiny spec within a vast Universe. That is a part of the 3d experience that has the illusion of separation. But we also have a Universe within us with trillions of cells on our body and yet we are also the universe “outside of us” as well. So there is still much to explain about the nature of our reality and what we really are. We have been programmed to think that Earth is this tiny planet in this huge solar system that is within a galaxy, and the galaxy is within a huge Universe. In the session I explain that size is all relative and that the tiny spec is just as important as the whole Universe. Again, words cannot describe the nature of our reality and many words have multiple meanings and can cause translation errors from one person to the next.
The transition period from one reality to another through a change in vibrational frequency is the hardest at this time because we have our consciousness in the higher realms and our body in 3d. I learned that I am already connecting with higher aspects of myself all of the time while still being connected to a body that is connected to a distorted program. While being within myself in a calm, relaxed state of trance with someone I can trust, I am able to let the information flow freely without thinking too much through the distortion filters or ego. I did feel like I had a hard time “seeing” some things or coming up with the words to describe what I was experiencing. I realized that in this session I connected to a much higher aspect of my higher self that was not used to “driving the vehicle” directly. This aspect has always been a part of me but had not before been able to speak through my mouth and had to scan my memory bank to use my vocabulary that was set up to make my mouth speak. True freedom will be when we are the higher aspect of us that exists within a transformed body on a transformed Earth, and that is coming within my lifetime.
Another interesting thing was that I had no idea why I felt compelled to book this session with Alba. There wasn’t a whole lot of information that was new to me in my session. Alba surprised me at the end when she revealed one of the reasons. Alba was invited to speak at a workshop in Sedona in November, where she will be demonstrating her hypnotherapy technique. She had been asking her higher self or team who she should choose as a subject, and by the time our session was done, she knew that I was the best candidate. I was of course shocked because I did not think that I did a very good job is relaying what I wanted to say. It made me laugh at how I viewed my ability to be hypnotized and showed me the criticism that the distortion gives. It also showed me that perfection is an aspect of the higher self and the frustration for me was always trying to convey the perfection through the distortion. It is an impossible task, but the challenge for my soul is to keep on trying to do the best I can until the two realities split.
It was also interesting to note that a one of my past (or parallel) lives became a “hitchhiker” because they she knew that she did not want to be a part of the reincarnation trap again. This was a little girl who had been hit by a car and had really messed up her head. She died instantly and was attracted to the light behind or between my eyes. My higher self helped to facilitate her to the light and also was able to transmute some other thought forms that I had created from negative to positive. Healings like this can occur through these sessions but can also be happening to you without your knowledge as you continue to raise your vibrational frequency. Your “team” may be working with these beings or energies on another level.
I hope you enjoy this video and take what you need and discard the rest. It is best when you go to You Tube settings and change the speed to 1.25 times.
Michelle Walling is Alba’s hypnosis subject at the New Earth Retreat in Sedona, Arizona, November 11-13. Find more information HERE.
Find out more about hypnotherapy and regression and quantum healing on Candace Craw-Goldman’s site HERE.
About the author:
Michelle Walling, CHLC is a Holistic Life Coach, international public speaker, writer, webmaster, and radio show host. In 2013, Michelle started her public career as a spiritual, metaphysical, and esoteric contributing writer for In5d.com and bodymindsoulspirit.com. Michelle is the webmaster for MichelleWalling.com, cosmicstarseeds.com, thestarchildren.net, and howtoexitthematrix.com, and is the co-creator of WooWooMedia.com. Michelle is the host of In5d’s Cosmic Awakening Show and In5d Network. Her personal Facebook page can be found here.